work has been dreadful. I feel like letting go. jumping off a cliff. release my frustration

12 more days and it'll be exactly one year since you've passed. I sit here going thru pictures of your last days. How awfully sad those last days were...oh, how i missed you so....

i miss those days with grandpa :\

I can't sleep. it's 1124pm. i have to be up by 330am for work. so what do i do? i browse thru webshots. i see pictures. lots and lots of pictures. with grandpa and i. i still wish everyday he was still here. i miss those days. heartbroken he won't be here tomorrow and thereafter.