Grandpa's gone.

I feel so empty. So full of void. Engulfed in a sea of sorrowness. Like a part of me is gone.










I cry. I do not emit sounds. Just tears stream down my face uncontrollably. I cry.Alone. Sad. Lonely. Silently.

In Loving Memory of Grandpa

Nearly everyone has said they have either seen images of grandpa when they close their eyes or dreamt of him in their sleep. i have not...perhaps it is because he has't passed yet...

It didnt' really hit me till yesterday. When it hits you, it's like a wall of brick thrown at you.

i have never felt so exhausted, tired, shakeyness like this before. i can hardly even think.